I Have Dreamed of You So Much

This is a poem by Robert Desnos that touched me quite deeply.


I have dreamed of you so much that you are no longer real.
Is there still time for me to reach your breathing body, to kiss your mouth and make your dear voice come alive again?

I have dreamed of you so much that my arms, grown used to being crossed on my chest as I hugged your shadow, would perhaps not bend to the shape of your body.
For faced with the real form of what has haunted me and governed me for so many days and years, I would surely become a shadow.

O scales of feeling.

I have dreamed of you so much that surely there is no more time for me to wake up. I sleep on my feet prey to all the forms of life and love, and you, the only one who counts for me today, I can no more touch your face and lips than touch the lips and face of some passerby.

I have dreamed of you so much, have walked so much, talked so much, slept so much with your phantom, that perhaps the only thing left for me is to become a phantom among phantoms, a shadow a hundred times more shadow than the shadow the moves and goes on moving, brightly, over the sundial of your life.

~ by omgrey on November 7, 2010.

5 Responses to “I Have Dreamed of You So Much”

  1. Wow, that really shook me! I can see why you love this one so much. I myself am in a long-distance relationship with a sweet boy and sometimes this is what it feels like for me. Heartbreaking!

  2. I like this. It reads so well, so passionately, beautiful!

  3. lovely poem! mine’s here- http://fiveloaf.wordpress.com/2010/01/15/head/

  4. Thanks for sharing Robert’s work in your blog.
    beautiful writing.

  5. Beautiful writing…it made me think of love rejected…and trying to move on…the phantom imagery is wonderful…

    My potluck: so maybe

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